The Free Tree

Tsunami

2012-01-02T21:59:00.000-08:00

It has been months since posting. I have no appologies. Finding a solid chunk of spare time is tough, though little bits here and there are daily found, especially for snapping a few pictures.

This picture below was a good halloween picture I enjoyed. It was not staged. Sleeping Beauty was startled by this thrown snake landing on her in this very fashion. She woke screaming and I could do nothing but leave her there and take a picture for you. She'll thank me on the day of her wedding as the slide show before the ceremony flashes such images by.

She might even like this one. Joyful, sweet girl.

It is important that you take a good look at this shot. Trey's face and my thumbnail came into contact while he was being buckled in the car. He then went and told the preacher of our home church that I hit him in the face, which our preacher related in the presence of visitors one Sunday. So fun.... Trey was very proud of his injury. He'd stand in front of the mirror with a silly grin, stroking the scratch.

Can't you see this huge child tackling someone in football one day. Eh, maybe....

These two shots show that we definitely have a girl. Her moods swing widely, and often in an immediate fashion.

Good smiles from this handsome fellow are hard to come by, as he's usually the odd clown of the family.

And here you see the dangers of sleeping with brain squeezers on. Or perhaps it's just a sleeping mask she uses for traveling.

And here, she's definitely our Toby's sister.

Ranne is huge and Trey is not.

This wee girl is making me very, very tired.

And THANKSMAS! with the Johnsons. We all decended on Grandma Johnson's home in Amarillo to celebrate: Dad and Brenda's anniversary, Thanksgiving, Dad's birthday and Christmas. It was a wonderful, relaxing time. Sadly, I have no pictures of my cousins Taen and Andrew or Uncle Ron and Aunt Raht. The boys are still talking about them and how much they like them.

He had no idea he sat on a bow. Cute for us.

Dad recorded the story in this book. They still listen to it daily when I leave it out.

Aunt Angie giving goooood cuddles.

Dad's birthday!

Decent picture.

Goofy picture.

Days without brother Ranne have been 'different'. These two hit it off quite well, which I really hoped for. So while we miss him, that's a blessing.

Playing with the new camera Dad and Brenda gave us for Christmas. So fun! Their eyes!

Can you turn down your mouth like this? Wow.

We went to see the Lights Parade. It's been going on in Albuquerque for some time, though we never heard about it. It think it mostly showcased the owners of the Low-Riders in town who are also the majority of the New Mexico State Fair Parade. In this first picture you see the NewMexichords singing, the group Scott used to sing with.

This was in the hotel lobby where we spent most of our time waiting for the parade. We were trying to stay out of the snow, rain and cold.

Again, this new friendship is just awesome.

Can't beat Dad time. Heman.

We also, my first time ever, went to cut a Christmas tree. It took us 1 1/2 hour to get to 'the spot', but we all had fun much of the time. We stopped to get our tree tag and Trey found this new seat. We forgot he wasn't in his seat so drove with him perched like this until his brother's finally informed us. Nice.

Did you know it snows here sometimes?

This shot amuses me greatly because Toby, who despises weather of any kind, spent most of his time in the car. He only got to see the tree after it was hunted down and cut by Scott, Ranne and Trey.

Trey's opinion of snow.

Again, Heman. Scott hauling the tree, sled and two boys.

Yes, I do exist. I have to take the picture to prove it and remember occasionally.

Oh so proud of his church building.

Christmas baking.

Claire with a new church member. Yes, I took a picture of them in class because they matched exactly: black, purple and light pink. She should have taken Claire home just for that.

Ranne being absolutely delightful.

And Claire too.....

On the way to get our family photo's taken. Edgewood, NM. Again, it snows here sometimes.

Gingerbread houses with Aunt Sarah and Uncle Brendan and their girls.

A woman in the church emailed us an Advent calendar. Every day there would be a fun little clip or activity. They thought it was the BEST thing ever to wake up to.

Where else does Santa come in when there is no fireplace?

Snow?!!!

I have no idea why but he took off his PJs in the night.

Thank you Grandpa!

Can you see what he has on top of his shoe? Two wheels that strap on the one's heel like a skate. Death trap, I tell you, and VERY exciting. Thank you Grandma and Grandpa!

A GREAT ironer! Who knew? I am sure glad to know now!

Wonderful gifts from Aunt Sunny and Sydni. What talent! They're inspiring me to learn something--someday.

Maybe my most favorite picture? What sweetness.

I finally polished up the silver Aunt Dora gave us. WOW. I can't wait to have her over to show her!

Baby chub HAS to be documented. It is the best thing God ever, ever gave a mama!

Ranne can get this huge smile out of his sister whenever he wants to. It's rather amazing.

And sledding too! We went with good friends and family of the church. Very fun.

Again, Trey's opinion of snow.

Some of the crew.

Dear Stacy Means and one of her five.

Toby sporting a great hat made by our neighbor. I think it's supposed to be an Angry Bird hat but he thinks it's an owl and not an angry bird.

Lastly, our family shots. I am planning on printing and mailing these out.

Much love and many blessing to you all this 2012!

A Lazy Update

2011-10-11T13:52:00.000-07:00

I found pictures! I figured out how to get the shots off the phone's camera. Yay! Here are more of Claire on the day after her birth:

Too cute!

Sleeping Sweetie:

Waiting for brother to get out of school:

I've discovered putting a wee girl in bows and ruffles is more fun than expected.

On Ranne's Fall Break we were going to take the boys balloon chasing. It was a Friday. Because of low clouds and rain the officials canceled the event, but NOT until we were nearly to the lift-off area. So, we thought to take the train to Santa Fe and back since it's fairly inexpensive. The train schedule would not have gotten us home until mid-afternoon, so we scratched that. We tried going to a park but it began raining after arriving there. Yikes! We ended up going to McDonalds and waiting for Explora to open. It was a very long morning and we had very sleepy children by the end.

Here Dad and boys watch a fountain dance.

Ranne is flying an airplane.

Trey is playing with an air table.

Toby's looking at vibration patterns. Very fun!

I'll put Toby's birthday on here next but have to hunt down the camera. I'm a disorganized mess....

Beautiful Work

2011-10-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

Yes, Claire is beautiful work, but I'm talking about the editing. Brother Brendan took out the ugly warning sticker on the carseat from this picture. She may need a warning sticker later but not yet.

She's Here, Right On Time

2011-09-09T21:38:00.001-07:00

Anne Claire

Dad and daughter make acquaintance. Scott did another wonderful job of catching the baby, meaning he didn't drop her or pass out. After she was done being messed with by the doctor and nurses, he and she had some nice time.

I'm not sure what's going on here, but it does clearly show one of her "sides".

Super cute. She came back like a puppy from the groomers with bows glued in her hair and smelling sweet.

Meeting her big bro for the first time. He likes holding her a LOT.

Lots of wonderful visitors came. I have pictures of a small fraction here, still needing to figure out how to load the ones off the phone onto the computer. Shouldn't be too hard.

Going home:

And some of you have asked if the boys like her:

Too cute.

Sweet Trey.

September 7th was the due date for the arrival of our daughter. We expected her to come early, as did her last two brothers, but apparently she isn't one who likes to surprise people. She was quite punctual.

John and Betty, Scott's parents, came a whole week early and have been a great help. You know in that last week, just getting around and thinking straight is a major challenge. They have helped tremendously just by loving on the boys (they have the laps for book reading that mom lost about two months ago). Of course, Betty and John being generous and wonderful, also helped a lot with chores here and even getting/taking Ranne to school. I'm thankful.

Yet, everyone still seems very glad that the waiting game is over and our sweet girl has arrived. She's been cuddled and sung to and kissed and changed often. She's very girly so far.

Take Me Out!

2011-08-25T19:32:00.000-07:00

Just to the park.

Tuesday night we used coupons the boys earned through a summer reading program to attend an Isotopes game, minor-league baseball. The game was fun. As you can tell from these pictures, we had the time wrong in mind and arrived 45-minutes early. While hot, it was actually a super low-key, nice time for our family to wonder around and play a little without a crowd. Student Center people arrived for the game on time and we spent an hour over there with them and Scott's co-worker's family. Our neighbors, who the boys adore, were also there so all the kids could play a while. What a nice summer night!

Why their interest in this display or their desire to take this photo, I do not know. The amazement never ends.

You can tell we're early. The stands are empty. They nearly were anyway, but not too this extent.

On the park's playground. HOT days.

Take Me Out fits our week to a T.

Ranne's first week of school, Tuesday through Friday, went fine. He had some obvious, quiet trepidation about going in each time but took a deep breath and marched through the door.

This week has been different. We get there a few minutes early and play on the equipment outside, but as soon as that bell rings he's full of tears and fears. On Monday night, he had nightmares all night and every morning he tries to sleep in. AAHHHRRRRG. I had hoped this transition would be easier on us both.

Today I tried to treat the boys, especially my bummed-out Ranne, to happy hour slushies from Sonic. Toby, trying to put Trey's straw back in his cup for me, gouged it through the bottom of the full drink. In my round state I couldn't get to it very fast so the new vehicle has nice sticky red drink spillage front to back. Sheesh. Take me out! I managed to clean it but am just now remembering a spot on the carpet I will have wished to have remembered sooner. Yet, on the bright side, I now have very clean car seats as I had to wash Trey's and so did the others as well.

Despite that mess, I'm actually pretty proud of today: picked up soil for Ranne's class' planting project (and the little costs begin); dropped him off; stopped at the post office; vaccuumed out the car; fed family lunch; napped the boys and caught up on reciepts and bills before baby comes (last baby, I forgot to pay the bills); cleaned, folding and put away all laundry; stopped at Sonic; picked up Ranne; cleaned car seats and Trey (who the drink spilt on; R finished his homework; fed all a strange dinner; we had a movie night and they're now in bed. I'm going to address some thank you cards and tuck myself in.

Goodnight all as well as a congratulations to both my dad and brother on their new jobs! I feel oddly relieved for them to have a change or just...work. God is very good. Dad said on the phone tonight that he's not sure he's been so happy with a previous employment situation. That is very exciting.

From Twig to Branch

2011-08-19T20:17:00.000-07:00

Ranne is growing up too fast, faster than I can blink. Lately when looking at him, I have a strange overwhelming urge to just sit on him to make him stop.

Here the boys are on Ranne's first day of school. Yes, his pants are rolled up. Being the mother I am, I was not going to buy him new pants for school and have him grow out of them in the first week. I tried getting a serious picture as well, without his brothers, but the sprinkler soaked my backhalf as I tried to edge further from the house into the yard, all as the neighbor came up to talk. We were late.

And then, what does he go and do but loose his first tooth, on his first day of school! The nerve. Scott took him to the dentist the day before so he could have that experience. The hygentist discovered his tooth was loose. Why did he never mention it? Perhaps it's similar to when I was his age and discovered my hair fell out; I thought I had cancer and was dying. I saw it happen in a movie and assumed I was a gonner but didn't tell Mom for months, sure it would crush her. Ranne was pretty giggly over his tooth discovery, though.

To add to the tooth story, he submitted to the 'Tooth Fairy" game, knowing it's a game and who the fairy is. He and I put the tooth under the pillow and had a big conversation about it to be playful. Well, the fairy is new to this business in the Free House, having just graduated (or been forced into the job). She FORGOT to put the prize under the pillow and woke to find a teary son staring at her as she slept. He tossed the tooth on the bedside table and said, "THIS is what she left me." AHHHHHHH. The pain. The sadness and disappointment. Why did I have to forget the first time! I made up for it the next night with the quarter and a note written in tiny fairy print.

Lastly, here are the new wheels--and gas tank. It, as the man who sold it told us, is not a sipper. But, it will get our people around, as well as a couple extras. It also keeps us, me, sober when deciding whether a trip across town really has to happen. Most often it's "no", though cabin fever has set in. We do have the Fiat for commuting around town when it's just Scott or myself. We hope to get that going fairly soon. Yet the Suburban is a 99 so has some work to be done first, like getting the doors to open from the INSIDE. We are blessed to have it. So blessed!

Otherwise, baby is active and progressing. We expect her arrival any day, hoping is sooner rather than later. Due date is, again, September 7th but she's already big and healthy.

God bless you.

Wow.

2011-08-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

I am humbled by this. On a day that it couldn't be less deserved, Scott and the boys show up with these after a late night at the ball fields. Scott often shows his pursuit, I think, of being Christ-like in that he will show so much kindness and love even when it's been undeserved and memorably one of my worst days. So, thank you, Love. Humbled, thankful and loved.

Scott took this on Sunday morn. All around the round mother....

Memories....

He looks a bit like a vampire here, we think. For some strange reason, he's been putting soap in his hair while doing the hand-washing routine. I commented on it to Scott earlier that day so Toby decided to impress us with a full hair-load.

My summer swimmers. Cuties.

Buying Bourbon

2011-08-08T19:23:00.000-07:00

We have gratefully been borrowing some friends' Suburban until we can find a vehicle. It's strange to be a family without any wheels at all, to say the least. A friend and I talked in Chick-Fil-A today about working toward an attitude of gratitude while purposefully living with less. It's hard to train a child's heart toward contentment we ourselves struggle while making sacrifices and trying to shuffle important things like modes of transportation. The urgency combined with desire to be wise with God's provisions can be a difficult mixture. I'm glad the search is over.

Since we've been driving our friends' vehicle, our two-year-old talks about going to get in the Bourbon. We've been a little amused by this. Well today we bought Bourbon, a 99 Suburban with 140,... miles on it. We've been praying that God help us find a dependable way to move our four little people around. Today we found the first reasonable option and our offer was accepted. We were able to purchase it and purchase a couple things like tires and brake pads for what we sold our two cars for minus what we've spent on vin number checking and mechanic checks on a couple other cars. This one has some work needed, but nothing we're intimidated by or can't do personally. We're thanking God and will continue to even when things break. At least we have a way to get to the doctor to have a baby!

Which reminds me, the church threw a beautiful duel shower for the babies coming. My cousin did the decorating for it and it was so pretty! Yellow, white, black and gray colors with a tea-like theme. The ladies made wonderful treats and the church was beyond generous. We're going through all the clothes and blankets with much anticipation ('I' would be more appropriate; Scott's tolerating the mess as I try to organize). The other woman is Marin. She's due about a week-and-a-half before ours.

Otherwise, Ranne begins first grade on the 16th. We take him in for registration on the 11th. I am very jittery about this and worry about whether or not he's ready. They've said NOTHING about our home schooling him or asked to check and see where he's at academically. I worry a bit with his dyslexia as well as wonder whether the fact that some letters he hasn't figured out how to write properly will be a problem. But I'm sure he'll catch up fine. He reads well. I know he'll be a precious boy in class. It will be good for this silly mom to see the school and meet some people. Sigh. I feel like such a nerd.

Here are some pictures from the shower:

gone....

2011-07-29T19:13:00.001-07:00

SOLD

2011-07-29T11:24:00.000-07:00

Oh Sad Day

2011-07-28T13:50:00.000-07:00

The emphasis people can put on things amazes me, especially when I'm the person. Instead of the thing itself being so important, I just have to be thankful!

The Jeep is on the 'for sale' postings. How can a vehicle hold so many fond memories?

My parents' old Ford broke down at Castle Rock, CO. The Monarch had deep seats, allowing a child no vision other than parents, the night stars on long trips, power lines, and raindrops shining in the street lights some nights. I was so small in that car. I remember how immediately tall I felt as a 9-yr-old girl in the new Jeep Cherokee, looking out the windows and DOWN or across at other cars. Dad and Mom purchased the Jeep there in Castle Rock, used. It had been returned by a woman who didn't like the grease the tire rack deposited on her skirt when she unlatched it, so it had very few miles.

Memories from the Jeep are plentiful! We spent hours in the Jeep on multiple moves, our only dog riding in the back. One time we were bringing our dog Lacy home from the groomers and her big blue bow caught on the door handle, opening the door, as we turned. She was nearly lost.

We sprawled on the top of the Jeep some nights, Dad having drug us out of bed to witness special celestial events.

We took the Jeep 4-wheeling to Middle Fork Lake on Mt. Wheeler, a strain on both Dad, the driver, as well as the vehicle. I had bought in Red River a whistle that inserts into the tailpipe as a joke. He pushed and banged up the Jeep so much on the drive up there, it was VERY funny to put that whistle in for the drive back down. What had he done to cause such a shriek!? He'd stop the Jeep, check under the hood, start it back up, stop it....

I remember when moments with Mom became strained, we'd often just leave town and take a drive. The conversations in those miles were priceless. I also remember her teaching me to drive in the Jeep, starting off in a dollar-theater parking lot with snow blowing and geese standing around watching the show. Once we ventured onto the real roads, she bravely sat white-knuckled while coaching me through small town traffic.

I remember her and I taking a trip to Colorado from Kansas with our dog and lots of tools to fix up her and Dad's rental house. It had been sadly maintained. We repaired tiles in the bathroom, painted the entire inside, groomed the yard, replaced the garbage disposal, fixed shingles on the roof, holes in the walls.... I was amazed with her ability to learn and fix most anything. On the trip home we were caught in a storm with low, dark clouds in an eerie light that began to swirl over our heads. We watched many funnels swirl around us as we sped into the next small town to find shelter. We sat in McDonald's parking lot, watching the sky and lightening. That same trip, the Jeep overheated and the engine fried. We stayed there some time, waiting for a shop to replace it before Dad came and got us. Long trip! But we made it an adventure worth remembering fondly.

Driving it in Albuquerque on loan from Dad as I went to school was an honor. I felt privileged to be in such a 'cool' car. I had fun driving my friend Scott and his buddies around sometimes, sure that it was impressive to them. I thrilled to take off across the state on my own some weekends, camera around my neck, to the mountains, through the reservations, and to the Indian ruins.

It is one of the most generous gifts from Dad. After getting married, he gave it to us. It was our backup car, our storage unit when we lived in an apartment, and then a car to take my boys in to chase down hot-air balloons.

Honestly, I think our driving it embarrasses some as they see our family climbing in and out of the tired vehicle. If only they knew what an amazing adventure it has taken me on.... I'm beyond grateful.

Hilariousness

2011-07-25T20:55:00.000-07:00

This day has been amusing! No pictures though, I'm sad to say.

Fun things the boys have been saying or doing abound.

Trey, when he hurts his finger or knee or whatever, but only if it's a scrape or cut to his epidermis, will say, "I hurt my skin!"

He'll threaten in silliness to pinch me or something like it. I'll tell him, "No thanks! Pinch yourself!" So he'll try and then say, "I pinch my own self."

Tonight, I had him sitting on the counter as I cooked. After sqeezing a lemon for a marinade, I offered him the bowl of remaining juice. He drunk a good amount down and exclaimed, "Spicy, mmmm." and then finished it. He then got the rind, dipped it in a small bowl of honey one of the other boys decided to fill, and chewed on it for some time. He'll probably stay healthy that way, chewing on lemons and honey!

Ranne went to his first day of swimming, though it's the second round of lessons for him. The first round was very young for him so this is much better. He marched right to his corner of the pool, though he was too shy to ask which class he was to go to, and got in. Once getting in the water and meeting his teacher, he grinned ear-to-ear the whole time. He was so excited he went back and forth their little area over and over, splashing around and spitting water like a fountain. He did very well to give his best effort for the teacher, calming down and trying to do the specific instruction after his crazy, big first try. He was hilarious to watch!

Scott took care of Toby and Trey for me today, which was really fun since I could watch without distraction. Tomorrow all the boys will be there. It'll be good for Ranne's little brothers to see him trying so hard. Hopefully they will want to work toward swimming themselves. Trey's been asking to swim but I just can't go into the pool without the compression hose at this point. Very sad. Next summer, Lord willing, things will be different.

We also met a good friend at the park with her two children. Toby did amazing. He usually plays to himself and then fusses at everyone for leaving him out. This time, he stuck with the group and played hard. He's been super cuddly too. I think the baby's coming is causing him the most hesitation.

He did decide to show off his spitting projection ability right as we were leaving, and did so next to and on my friend's very lovely shoes. We had a sit down talk right there about where boys may and may not spit. Ranne's had the talk but it's been some time. I forget who's come along since those important etiquette discussions. Oh my!

Don't Miss It

2011-07-15T13:32:00.000-07:00

Trey's "What I Like About You" post was posted as older than the posting right before this one since I began it a couple days ago but only just finished. Sweet guy....

Lost in Summer Nights

2011-07-14T20:52:00.000-07:00

Wow. What a night. We joined Dad, Brenda, brother Brendan and most of his family (missing 'little one' sadly) for Summer Nights at the local botanical gardens. It was fun music, pretty gardens, trains, hoola hoops, glow rings, happy kids.... The children all did so well and it was nice to just be with family.

Sadly Scott was working, but it sounds like his night is still going great at the Student Center. They are hosting a high school night for all the kids who were signed up to go to camp but had cancelations due to fire restrictions.

Trey found a cuddler to hold him. Nana and he had a nice time, I'm thinkin'.

My Toby, goofing off for your benefit.

Enjoying the train display.

He's my only one to really try the hip action with the hoola.

Enjoying the music, clouds and cool breeze. He always knows how to enjoy a good moment, or make it good.

So glad to have these two here!

Wonderful two.

Sharing their cherries! Summer is good!

So, as you can see it was a good night. We did have a very hard point. The boys were doing awesome, staying together for the most part. Looking at trains, Ranne would get ahead. We got that taken care of by a conversation.

When taking the boys to the bathroom, however, on the way back to the picnic/music area, despite encouraging and watching everyone to keep us close to one another, I lost Toby. After just leaning down to talk to Ranne, I realized Toby was nowhere to be seen. I ran a few places and couldn't see him so took the boys back to Brendan. Sarah watched Ranne and Trey while he and I went to find him. I finally spotted him. He made it out of the main gardens and into the courtyard leading to the parking lot. There was a security guard by the gate and I pray he would have stopped Toby if he'd tried to leave, but Toby was definitely headed that direction. He was probably afraid we had left so went to look for the car. There were fences all around the outside of the park as well, but with the crowd and all....

What a terrible, terrible feeling. I grabbed him and hugged him. He seemed afraid, but most likely it stemmed from my reaction and tears. He just said he couldn't find me and told me quietly to stop fussing. Sigh. Please never again. I'm so grateful for Brendan and Sarah's help. I know Papa and Nana knew and were looking too. Thank you! Thank you, Lord, for helping us find him.

I'm tired!

...What I Like About You...

2011-07-14T11:18:00.000-07:00

your funny faces.
the way you fling yourself through the house without fear of corners, doors, walls, or any obstacle, using your outstretched arms as bumpers.
that you stop what you're saying to listen to others, asking them, "What?" when you didn't catch the first part of their comment.
that you sing all day.
that you like to visit and love on people with such focus.
that you always know where you put things.
the way you'll try to say any word thrown at you.
that you like to hug and talk to your sister.
the way you can't hold up to fingers to show your age and the way you tell everyone you're two when they ask, "How are you?" or "What is your name?".
that you pick me flowers and tell me, "I love you too" after I give you a hug.
that you like to be included in all activity.
that you look like your dad.
the way you yell at birds to be quiet, the moon to go down, and dogs to stop barking and seem truly surprised when they don't.
your little crooked teeth.
your abundant gratitude in your prayers.
your excitement to talk with Papa over Skype.
the way I find you on counter tops and other high places. You don't even consider that you can't do something.
the way you like to help with chores like laundry.
how well you listen to books and make smart comments about the story.
your cheerfulness.

...What I Like About You...

2011-07-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

Bolt, I love you...

Your hyper giggles.
Your cuddly nature.
The way you don't care about what people think of you.
The way you love others by being helpful.
The way you'll do the dirty work when it needs done without a second thought, like cleaning out the potty chair for your bro when no one has asked.
Your wiggly self.
The way you run around with at least one hand holding up your pants and it doesn't seem to bother you.
The way you're so passionate about what you really, really want.
The way you usually don't care.
The way you don't leave things unfinished.
The way you're in space...what are you thinking anyway?
The way you watch out for your family.
The way you seem so little but are tougher than tough.
The way you guzzle hot chocolate.
The way you take time to find your little brother's favorite stuffed animals.
The way you're so naturally funny.
Your mischievous twinkling eyes.
The way you call your brothers higher by calling them Superboy and SuperBaby, even when you're frustrated by them.
The way you breathe like Darth Vader because you don't like to blow your nose.
Your truly forgiving nature.

...What I Like About You...

2011-07-12T20:04:00.000-07:00

SuperBoy Ranne. I love you....

That you'll make silly faces in the blood lab with the camera and me to kill an unexpected hour with two brothers and no toys or books.
That you act ridiculous in the car wash to help your brother cope with his insane fear.
That you talk to your sister and pat on her already, before she's even born.
That you want to be good at whatever you're doing.
The way you're interested in everything!
The way you desire good things.
That you hold the door open and unlock the car.
That you try to fix your battery-powered toothbrush on your own.
The way you feel so deeply.
The way you're so brave to go new places and meet new people.
Your loud singing.
Your prayers of length and sincerity.
The way you laugh riotously when you're really tickled about something.
The way you nurture when someone is sick, bringing snacks and drinks, drawings, blankets....
Your desire to please.
Your joy and delight in the unexpected moment.
The ways you are like your dad.
The way you like to be strong and help.
The pleasure you take in people.
Your amazing ability to understand big ideas and complicated motives

There's more!

Johnson's Visit, Part 1

2011-07-12T12:33:00.000-07:00

The boys had a fun little time in the sprinkler before bed.

We had a nice dinner with the Johnsons and Fisher ladies. Very, very nice Saturday. Thank you everyone for coming!

Mini-Golf with the Johnsons!

Dad and Brenda watching the craziness. Brendan and sweet daughter #1. She's getting putting lessons.

Here's sweet Trey and his cousin. Sweet babes. Trey shoveled his ball quite well the whole way through. I was really suprised with how well he stuck with the game and kept track of ball and club.

Aunt Sarah and girls. Toby's expression makes me smile.

Thank you Brendan and Sarah for the idea and invitation!

Summer Fun

2011-07-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

The kiddos chanted "TNT" while waiting for the next firework to be lit by the dads. Very funny.

Fourth of July

At the Smolenski Home:

The boys were much more brave this year with the firecrackers than usual. Perhaps because there was such a mob of children and parents present? Today, the day after, Toby was bragging to Ranne, "I lit a roach on fire with my sparkler Ranne, your favorite bug: a roach." Ranne said, "Well I don't care if you lit it on fire, as long as you didn't kill it." Scott is sure the bug incident never really happened.

Friends and Family:

The Poser:

Minute to Win It:

2nd of July in Belen with the Paffords:

Yum! Italian Ice!

Sweeeeet girl. She and Trey are a week apart in age.

Reading Ranne's First Bible

Superhero edition:We were never motivated to buy a bible for the kids until reading began. He made it through Kindergarten in super ways and is beginning to read so this is his 'yay, good job' gift.

An awesome smiler

Toby pretending to be an Angler Fish

This was perhaps the best week we've had in a long while. The boys did GREAT, without a fight. FUN, FUN, FUN!

Seriously?

2011-06-30T19:39:00.000-07:00

We just tried to read this night out of a book by Barbara Park. It centers on a kindergartner named Junie B. Jones. My reaction to the book: SERIOUSLY? Even Ranne became wide-eyed when he heard her treatment of adults in the book and her whinning. Nice.

Aside from that, Trey is sick today. I put him to bed last night with a fever of 99.0 that developed on our drive home from bible classes. He woke at that temperature but it is now 102 with Tylenol. Lord willing it's a quick passing ordeal. He has no other symptoms other than not being hungry. I asked him, "Where did you get this bug?" He just said, "It was on my shoulder." He's been sleeping or slowly creeping through the house while wearing a greet hat, diaper and nightshirt. Very pitiful.

Ranne and Toby have been playing very well together this last week. Only today does it seem to be getting old. We need to get out and about, I think. Too much down time. I'm actually all caught up around here.

We're fairly certain camp sessions will all be closed this year due to fire danger and restrictions. The large burning outside of Los Alamos labs began five miles from the camp facilities. Unless a miracle occurs, Scott will not be able to teach this year. Everyone is praying it's God's will for it to open so we won't be surprise, though VERY pleased, if it does rain and camp is able to be held for the highschoolers, as well as other age brackets.

Baby seems to be doing well. She's violent at times. We are to have an ultrasound on Wednesday, our anniversary, to check out her progress. That should be a fun experience, if I can find a sitter so Scott can go.

Scott submitted plans to the city of Albuquerque today, the deadline, to change zoning and build an addition onto the Student Center. It is quite a feat to consider. The design that he and Garrett schemed up with the architect fits with all the neighborhood's goals, personality in design, and requirements. The addition is a second story, which the building was designed for years ago, so will take no additional property. Prayers for that to proceed without hangups would be appreciated. It would provide considerable funds for the facility so donations could be focused on outreach, at least more than building bills and upkeep. It would also provide a safe and affordable solution for housing to ministry students.

Brendan generously drew-up what the building would look like if built so it could be shown to the architects and others. The businesses who saw the drawings were very impressed with his talent. That was fun to hear!

Dad and Brenda are coming for a week or more beginning on the 8th. We're looking forward to that! Hopefully I remember to get out the camera and actually take some pictures! Remind me!

Funny Friends

2011-06-21T19:41:00.000-07:00

Prayers for the Neighbor

2011-06-20T20:05:00.000-07:00

Scott went to ask about our little, missing neighbor. His grandmother and aunt, flustered and frustrated, said that a woman down the alley called them into CYFD. The grandmother said it was reported that the kids were out at all hours (true) and climbing over fences (ours, with permission, and the house next to us, with permission). So, the kids were taken about a week ago. I'm sure it was more than their being in our yard. No one ever came to question us about it; CYFD is fairly thorough in its investigations.

Before he disappeared, the boy mentioned being in a fight at school and his regret with the guilty feelings over it. There were also times he wasn't allowed in the apartment because things such as 'his aunt was getting a new tattoo'. So, we're super sad. We were given the phone numbers of the family who has them. Scott called to ask if we could take the boy to VBS. The new caretaker was not interested in that but took our names and number down. So, I'm feeling really bad for not investing more there and am praying that he and his sister can survive CYFD's intervention as well as their family. Ug.

Playing Catch (Up)

2011-06-20T14:38:00.000-07:00

From latest to earliest this summer, you'll have a little glimps of our lives. The latest camera we have is by far of lesser quality than the one my dad gave us at Ranne's birth. Alas, that one wore out so when we bought this one, we were very saddened by the lack of quality. Taking pictures just hasn't been as rewarding so there are not as many.

Ranne at his cousin's ballet recital.

First Birthday Sleepover! Backpacks ready....

The party really happened the morning after the sleepover. When we went to pick up the boys, they were in the middle of sprinkler, slip-n-slide games. So, we went on a little hike in the foothillls where we found a rattler, after we stepped over him. Very exciting. Never hike to close to your partner or your feet will land in the same place before warning can be given!

Just sweetness. We play a lot here on Mountainside church's playground.

Once a year or so, ladies from the 'westside' get together for a fancy dinner out, or desserts, or whatever they can come up with. This time it was high tea at: St. James Tearoom. Very fun!

Here is Kristine and Rebekah:

The meal:

Tory, Leslie and Casey:

And of course, we wouldn't know our neighborhood nearly so well if we didn't have Ranne in our lives. Here are several friends he's aquired.

This is one special dude. We haven't seen him in a few weeks and intend to hunt him down here soon, hopefully tonight. Maybe he went to be with his Dad in TX? We miss him.

Ball games! Here the boys are watching a UNM softball game. A CSC student was playing on this team until recently.

Our dear neighbors' son and Ranne's good buddy. His Hulk seems to be the pillow for yard lounging and also seems to be the dummy for testing dangerous stunts they scheme up.

Scott and I were very blessed with a trip to CO. A ministry there allows ministers and their spouses to stay for free when the cabins are not in use. The couple who keeps the camp going even had us for dinner: elk burgers (that the wife shot), baked fries, salad,.... Amazingly good. Here are pics of the hike we went on and our cabin where we stayed. It was bigger than our house: three bedrooms, two baths, etc.

Yes, we gave the boys their birthday gifts at least a month late. The football Ranne is opening and adored was stolen the next day, while we were on that trip to CO and the boys were at a softball game with their friends. Bummer.

Oops. Somehow this got pushed to the end. Well, she's cute. It's a good ending.

New Beginnings

2011-06-17T13:14:00.001-07:00

Tired of the 'magazine front' Facebook showed of other's lives, the: Amanda 'Johnson' Free account has been deleted. Funny how I feel as if I'm admitting to the killing of my other identity!

Because what was there could never reflect the complete self, frustration of my inability to communicate, or even perhaps the inappropriateness (or indecency) and self-focus it allowed when divulging, seemed to outweigh the benefits. Not to mention, it was far too easy to wrap-up in envy of others' vacations, appearance and lifestyles. None of the images that induced such feelings even reflected that person's feelings or spiritual well-being wholly, though they did in fact present good indications of their current state. That, I have to admit, was helpful at times.

The temptations to procrastinate with FB to avoid uninteresting chores and motherly duties were strong too. So, the hope here is that the draw of figuring out the latest blogging world features will be less immediately interesting and I can be more diligent in my service to the Lord through His blessings and given responsibilities.

So, look for updates. Send emails when you have questions and by all means, keep us updated on your lives! I realize traffic here will never be heavy as it was in other venues, but it will surely encourage a more proactive relationship with each of you by me. God bless you all as you walk with Him, reflect Him, and love Him through your service and sacrifice.

Christmas 'n' Past

2010-12-29T21:36:00.000-08:00

Afraid to say, this Christmas we barely took ANY pictures at all. Here are a few fun ones.

I sure treasure every shot of Grandma Flora and my boys. Grandma was Trey's great protector this week from Dad and Brenda's terrifying small dogs (which behave perfectly). She gave him lots of sugar and held him most minutes. They are fast friends. It was a blessing for both!

Brendan and Sarah's gifts to Papa and Nana were clever. In a pretty basket they found a Netflix subscription, snacks they both like, Snuggies and 3-D glasses. Very fun! Toby wanted to take the glasses home.

Someone very dear sent us money to do something fun as a family (thank you). We took the boys to the Discovery Center in Amarillo, along with Papa and Nana Johnson. Toby and Ranne were both giddy about the bed of nails. Trey liked being in a bubble. All boys liked the ball track.

Trey and I ended up in the toddler area. He built this tower. It was such hard work, the result was a complete baby-collapse.

Some of my favorite pictures and exhibits:

On the road again. Going home with very tired boys:

From start to end, we had a wonderful holiday full of blessings. The trip to TX was especially rejuvenating. It's a wonderful thing to be surrounded by people who have true affection and delight in one another, including our crazy little family. The boys soak in their time there every time we go.

Now, working backwards, here are a few of our past months' activity.

A playgroup that meets on the westside of town graciously informed us of their ride on the Railrunner (a commuter train running S-N) that included cookies, hot chocolate and a reading of The Polar Express. Mrs. Schmille, her boys and we caught an early ride downtown and met-up with them a few stops later for a ride as far as Santa Fe and back. All boys enjoyed the trip VERY much.

Waiting.....

There it is!

Scott's uncle generously sold his old trumpet back to him after many years. He has been having a BLAST! So have the boys. We now have a piano, a gift; a trumpet; and a guitar for the boys to choose from in their later years.

Playing so well together before a school day's work building a city in the sill.

Scott and I went once again the the MSU vs. M.U. game. We hadn't brought Ranne back in many years so brought him along for the first half. Last year we won the drawing for a tailgating grill. This year Scott won the drawing for a T-shirt. The hard working couple below are the Jacobsons. He used to play on the MSU team, so watching with them makes it much more interesting and fun. He is an artist here in town as well as a musician (volunteering for the CSC often at special fund-raising events) and she is a very good and tough teacher and blessing to many kids.

The event's organizers:

Victory:

Our bored son.

Venturing in with blue and yellow SuperBoy cape:

Everyday stuff:
Here are our turtles made a couple weeks after they were supposed to be made. I've discovered doing some of the activities and crafts a couple weeks later is actually great, casual review of facts studies previously in science.

Our friends kindly invited us to carol and participate in the "Hanging Of the Greens" at UNM. We walked around the school campus singing carols until the final destination of the President's home where all were invited in for hot chocolate and cookies. The boys melted down at the door, so we made it nearly there before retiring.

Ranne waiting for PE to begin. UNM uses homeschooling families to train their PE teachers. It's free and lasts only one semester. We finished at finals. He did well.

Brushing teeth.

Have a great, great weekend.

Our Thanks

2010-09-09T17:53:00.000-07:00

Sweet Aunt Sydni made the boys these mittens. We're so grateful and the kids will be very warm. They are made beautifully and the boys will match, which is fun. Thank you for thinking of us.

We need to Skype sometime soon, Sydni.

Just in Case You've Been Missing Us

2010-09-09T11:48:00.000-07:00

Beginnings

2010-08-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Our room!

We've been blessed by such generosity! This year the curriculum used has come from a brother and sister-in-Christ, the Means family. They ordered SonLight for their daughter last year and are not using it any further. They are allowing us the use of whatever consumables are left and are loaning the books. So far the studies take from 9am-12pm with an additional 20-minutes in the evening. The math manipulatives are from our friends the Paces, I've been using puzzles for Toby from the Foldings, maps from the Frees, the table from our neighbors the Gangwares and Mr. Rhodes. We are truly blessed and humbled!

I'm using our shower curtain for our map. Another friend of ours is using a bed spread in much the same way but hers looks much classier. Eh, we can write on ours with dry-erase markers which will be fun when the time comes.

I considered taking a 'first day of school' picture with all you other parents out there but having Ranne wear his PJs. It was just to be funny and no point to be made but the idea made Scott mad. Ah well. So, I took none. Maybe tomorrow, if I can find the camera.

I have such eclectic feelings. It is fun to teach him. He's smart and is enjoying it all so far. Yet, I enjoyed Kindergarten so much that I feel a little sad too. There is no grade like that one. It's so unique and innocent and fun. Well, it can be so at home too. We're still doing Tues. School and of course church meetings, so he's with others in a learning environment three days out of the week. We intend to find more opportunities too.

Summer Sweetness

2010-08-12T12:47:00.000-07:00

Babies sleeping are always sweet.

Tree-ripened apricots are also very sweet. Our friends the Paffords had a tree loaded with them. They kindly allowed us to pick more than we could handle on a Sunday afternoon and treated us to breakfast burritos for lunch. They've taken work with the Belen Church of Christ, beginning this last Sunday. We pray for their good work there and thank God for the time we've had together. Lord willing there will be more opportunity to meet together as we can arrange it. Sigh. Heaven will be VERY SWEET, indeed.

Pounds of sugar added to sweet apricots is REALLY sweet. UG!

The color of jam is so pretty! Okay, well it may have turned out more like syrup than jam but it's still good.

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Mountain air is especially sweet. This year our family found about three days to go camping. Scott worked/s several weekends this summer, so with the time we headed to the Zuni Mountains in western NM.

We left early enough to join the Thoreau congregation for morning service, were treated to lunch at the home of Mendy (Acre?sp?) and Mark Newman, and then showed a good camping spot by them very near their home. Their daughters were at camp while we were, so the idea to meet with the church there originated there.

We set-up our tent; ate dinner; put the kids down; and then in the dark, up drove the Newmans with water and a shovel. We had realized there was not the water available in the area that the maps showed. They were so sweet and thoughtful. Praise God for family!

Ranne said to Scott after Scott make this awesome cooking fire, "It's the eternal firepit." I guess that meant he liked it and thought it looked sturdy. The description didn't really make me think of a campfire's construction though.

Oh the joy of eating at camp: standing up, we eat; perched on a rock, we eat; we eat while running from bees who like our food....

The spot. It was, actually, in flash flood area (a sign was posted by the entrance). It stormed nightly the biggest storms residents in that area could remember. From what the forest service woman said on the morning we left, it did flood in every area other than ours. Praise God for protection. Sigh. She said the last night we were there, there were 11,600 lightening strikes in the area from our camp to Mt. Taylor. Many hit the cliffs on either side of the canyon by the tent. You could see the shape of the bolt through the tent walls during the storm. I slept with two boys curled up next to me while Scott stood under the Jeep's hatch to stand watch. Very exciting to say the least. Next year we're going to try to miss monsoon season and go in Sept.

The flooded creek.

He did not enjoy this walk. There were lots of interesting bugs, spiders, and even a snake. I really like this picture.

Pretending to be a tiger hiding and ready to pounce

Trey seemed to like the walk.

Break time.

This little collection of rocks was right behind our campsite. They spent most of their time there pretending and lounging.

This may be Scott's favorite part of the outing: collecting firewood.

Mr. Ornery himself. We brought him a little yellow jacket to wear. He was so, uh, into everything and a bit pesty that we began calling him after the bug: Yellow Jacket. What a delight, the age of discovery and investigation.

Naptime. The weather was blessedly cool so naps were actually possible in the tent.

The guys fishing Bluewater Lake. I think Ranne caught a coat wire.

Lastly, I just really like capturing the tired, dirty faces on the way home from our various trips. Here are the post-camp shots. Their faces are coated in chocolate milk we bought at a rest stop on the way back to town.

Just Campy

2010-08-12T11:46:00.000-07:00

So Ponderosa Bible Camp came quickly. We taught the seniors again and had a good group. Scott, on the phone a few seconds ago, said that two of our class attendees were driving away from the student center as he got there Both will be in the dorms right across the street. It will be great if we can plug them in.

The week went by so fast and I took VERY few pictures. Here is a small sample of the week.

Mr. Wright found our camera and decided we needed a picture of his lovely face.

Some of our class: Silver City guys and a lady from here in Alb.

Students from Alb and Thailand.

Always with a stick.

The Yates family were very generous to allow us to stay in their camper during the week. Having shade, fans and a tub makes the week possible really. I had to get a picture of Toby's pants. He gets things backwards sometimes. So cute.

2010-06-29T19:15:00.000-07:00

On the Road Again:

Headed to Montana

Continental Divide between Durango and Silverton

Another lunch break. It was a GREAT park in Grand Junction:

Flaming Gorge Res, our night destination.

Near the tent site:

Taken minutes before both were in the water, 7:30 am, freezing, and fully dressed.

Can you hear him, "Let me out!"?

Great, Grand Tetons

The Camp! Yellowstone Bible Camp: YBC

Fire pit.

The reason he's now running, one week later.

To the Falls:

The Falls:

Ranne's friends.

The Phillips Family, minus one.

The Tamarack, right by the stream.

Near the volleyball court:

Therapy for the over energetic and frustrated:

Uncle Phillip Perely and Ranne playing horseshoes:

Sweet Cousin.

Cousin Justus and Ranne:

Cousin Natasha at the 'ruins'.

Family picture time! Lots of photographers:

Toby's funny smile:

Sweet cousin too!

Theresa: great example of an admirable mother and wife.

All the first cousins present.

Scott and Clint:

The quilt block. I dread it's arrival in the mail every year, but am glad to do it by the time it's done.

Most Things Texas

2010-06-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

Dad and Brenda's Visit to see Avrielle:

Please don't ask why there are no pictures of Avri. I'm a terrible aunt and when they were over, I was running around like a crazy person with no thought to the camera. It was fun though! We had Brendan's family, Dad and Brenda, Aunt Dora, and cousin Alda and Rikk for supper.

Scenes from Ranne and Toby's Perspective:

A Very Rare, Spontanious Outing with Scott!
Hiking in the Sandia foothills:

The boys picked the "trail" as we followed and helped them through, over and around the cacti.
Our snack rock:

End result: big smiles and proud explorers.

Ranne's Choice of Clothing.

Yes, Scott took him to evening service like this.

Bellville, here we come via Fort Worth.
Aunt Jeanne and Uncle Nowell's yard as well as our crazy selves.

The crew, minus Cousin Corrie.

The room graciously loaned for the night:

Bellville Doings

The beach:

I thought about putting in a picture of Toby's backside, but think this shows his concentration in trying to keep his shorts up much better. Poor thing.

The blessed tent. There were SOOOO many bugs out of the biting variety and the sun was scorching.

My men:

"Nose."

Exciting activity of mowing!

Since this day, Trey goes wild whenever he sees a riding mower, grabbing at it and squeeling for a ride.

Stephen F. Austin Park, Texas:

Goofy boys:

Wonderful grandparents: Papa and Nana Johnson. Ranne looks like he's licking THE millipede that later excreted nice brownish-red goo on his lips as he kissed it. Toby looks done.

The guys, including the millipede.

Driving back to Alb.

The millipede's doing. His lips blistered and scabbed over. CRAZY!

This little monkey gift from Aunt Sydni has traveled everywhere with us. It is now stretching its arms as we take a lunch break at a park.

Ranne being social. Surprised?

Nap time?

Countdown

2010-05-11T08:05:00.000-07:00

Later First; Early Last

2010-05-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

Well, these pictures are all mixed up in dates. But, they catch up on our little lives to the most current shots.

This is where our kitchen stands now. We just received the last of the cabinets to install, Scott bought the pantry door to paint, I painted the window sash to ready it for blinds. So, it's closer! Hopefully by the time Dad and Brenda come in a couple weeks much will be done. I am also trying to de-paper the main bath. The wallpaper is just too old and dirty. I don't want to look at it any longer.

Trey has moved into his new/old car seat. He didn't like it at first but has figured out that, unlike his little boat-like seat, he can sprawl out a bit more.

All three kiddos and I have been attending the once-a-week preschool. This is 'graduation'. Both boys did great during the program.

We've done glasses pictures before, but there always sooo cute.

Ranne's bed making skills:

Trey's standing skills. He spends much of his day trying to perfect it.

Ranne found a snail while his dad filled in some dead areas of our lawn with a bit of sod a friend had left over. He took it to the porch and they admired him for a couple days!

Cousin A's birthday party at the Paint Corral:

Toby paints pink.

Ranne paints camo.

Cousin A covered every inch of her cat.

Sweet C did a very good job with her cat.

Listening to instructions.

Our pretty tree!

He was not this big last year, hanging there.

We are using our Montana gifts!

Little K, born a week earlier than Trey.

Toby's shoe tying skills :-)

And bed....

His favorite chew toy: Nerf darts. He looks like a little gangster.

The outfit Grandma Free made: so sweet!

Nerf again:

Long desired Transformer and late birthday gift:

Obviously I'm not into story telling this time. Sorry. But, at least you wonderful Grandparents won't be too shocked by their growth when we get to see you! You're loved and we look forward to seeing everyone, Lord willing.

Work and Work

2010-03-26T13:34:00.000-07:00

So, poor Ranne and Toby. I've been taking some sweet baby pictures, but they older two are so busy on their own, I don't get many of them! Sweet Trey is dining fine at friends house while we house sit for them, our kitchen being still out of commission. I sealed the grout and we left so it could sit 48-hours without being walked on. Thankfully, our friends needed a sitter for their home and dogs.

The Student Center organized a trip to Gallup, NM for a mission trip over spring break. Five college-aged people joined the Schmille and Free families at a children's home to: install a French door in an office, paint an apartment/classroom, and paint a large art/math room. The CSC people also led morning devotionals for the christian school located at the home. We stayed in an empty cottage and were warmly welcomed by the church and staff there. It was definitely a good experience. I was VERY impressed with the integrity and work-ethic of those who came, not feeling embarrassed at all to admit we were there. You never know what kind of job some people will do with a paintbrush.

The boys enjoyed visiting the horse. Every time I pet him, he yawned.

Pretty couple.

Wonderful kids. This was a birthday party hosted by a member of the local Gallup community. He comes once a month to put on a party with AWANA volunteers.

This is the group. They spent nightly, much time developing the next day's morning devotion.

This kitchen work was done before we left for Gallup. More friends helped all day. Scott bought a new porcelain sink, weighing 160lbs, at least. YIKES! They're made out of cast iron. If you keep asking how far the kitchen is, this is it. There's MUCH work to do yet. Sigh. BUT, Scott and others are doing such a good, quality job. It'll be a joy to host people when it's done.

Easter Fun

2010-03-26T13:15:00.000-07:00

Kitchen. This is what we have now. It cooks and is plumbed. Yay!

I bought these inexpensive shirts for the boys thinking it's the last year I probably can dress them alike. There are two perks. 1) The shirts are easy to spot for summer outings to the zoo etc.. 2) If I lose one child, I can tell security, "He looks just like this other child but smaller/bigger."

Take one.

Take two.
Take three.

Take four.

Take five.

Take six. HA!

And they continue to grow through Tuesday School. There are only four weeks left, which I'm very glad about.

And today! The Bowles hosted another playgroup Easter Party. It's always fun. We had to pick up our vacuum on that side of town, so it was good timing to be in the area.

Progress

2010-03-10T14:05:00.000-08:00

The laundry room. There remains trim and door painting.

The new countertop is ready and waiting. We hope to get in put in Saturday.

Do any of you remember our old cabinets. These are new new ones specially made to match the metal ones, though they are wood. The cabinet makers seemed very pround of themselves. It's nice, in a weird way, to be in a recession. The contractors around town are more willing to do the job for an affordable price when they need the work. The are beautiful, though the finishes will vary. The new powder-coat finish on the metal ones. Is GREAT! My neice and sons' friends (they have all commented on our dirty kitchen) will be very happy to see that they look clean.

I have dubbed the kitchen, Mama's "Happy Room". Do not fuss or you will be put in there to stare at the happy yellow walls. So pretty! It'll be really nice with the white cabinets and dark countertops. Yes, the yellow on the floor is my work. The gorgous walls and electrical fixtures are Scott's. I like how different the yellow looks in different light. All pretty. Scott, though, keeps singing the Bobcats song when he looks from the kitchen into the blue dining room. TOO much.

Sigh. So clean. Notice the floor! Chad, David, Garrett and Scott did such a nice job! THANK YOU.

March Madness

2010-03-04T20:38:00.000-08:00

This seems to be muchly about Ranne this time. He's just been very dynamic and fun! Here he is enjoying the last? snow of the season. Also, a tower he built was very exciting for him, definitely worthy of a picture.

In bible class, they celebrated Day 5 of creation with face paint. He kept it on his face for three days. His Uncle Darrell joked for hours about that shark biting his nose. After that, he washed it off.

We traveled to Amarillo for a week to both visit my grandmother and have a temporary home while Scott moved forward on the kitchen remodel. It was such a long week!

The sweet toes of my nearly five-year-old. When will they cease to be precious to me? All mothers of boys tell me there does in fact come a day. Ranne sleeping under Grandma's famous quilts: I asked her, do you have some blankets we could put down for a pallet? "Amanda, there are no blankets in this house. There are Quilts.", was her very serious response. Ooops.

Nearing breakfast-time at Grandma Johnson's:

Not flattering BUT Ranne does take very well-centered pictures.

The boys became VERY adoring of this special woman during our stay in her home. Ranne expressed deep concern about leaving her alone. He woke early the day we were to go home to write her a love letter all by himself.

One of Grandma's recent projects. She impresses me.

So, for Ranne's birthday, sweet Uncle D and Aunt A brought Ranne and Toby life-saver of gifts: HotWheel tracks! They kept the boys sane all week. I did not get a picture of them that day, but Uncle R was helping to put the tracks together so he's present. HA! That was probably their favorite time of the trip: boy time with their great uncles. Aunt A made a great cake for him too. Here's a picture of the sweet gift-givers that Ranne took later on the trip.

Uncle R helping assemble the tracks.

Cutie Pie birthday boy.

Day-to-day routines at Grandma's:

This was so touching to me. This little boy making faces with his toothbrush in the mirror on his birthday will soon been 17 and worrying about his hair before going out.

This guy may never worry about his hair.

Trey had quite a time pulling up on every object possible. He's not figured out how to get down, however, so would be there a long time and then start yelling for help.

The trip home was unfortunately very eventful before even getting out of town. However both on the way to Amarillo and on the way home, the boys were PERFECT for the whole five-hour drive. They are the best travelers.

Oh Yeah! And since getting home: WOW! There is a new floor I've yet to see. It's under cardboard to protect it from the paint that's being applied. Scott and others did the tile, electrical, plumbing, gas etc. There are so many details! Scott's done an awesome job of mapping it all out so there have been very few surprises.

Since getting home, Trey has been wanting to be attached to Scott. He's a Daddy's boy for sure! Here he's as close as he can physically get, watching him sand the walls.

The kitchen in it's current state.

The Laundry Room:

the Progress:

Goodnight, all! I'm off to paint.

Midnight Stitches

2010-02-21T22:44:00.000-08:00

This post is for Betty, so you know the block is done. I drew this up and stitched it Sunday afternoon/night. Lord willing the mail people will get it to you soon! Scott thinks my grabbing Trey by the trunk is strange, that I should have put him in the crook of my arm at least. However, as I said before, I drew this up and stitched it TODAY. So, next year....

I think it reflects our stage in life with the kids: casual and at the stick-figure level.

A bit of news concerning Trey: he pulled himself up the first time today. I put him down for a nap. He was VERY happy in there, squealing and laughing. After a long while he began to yell. I think he couldn't figure out what to do with himself, being afraid to let go of the crib and fall. Sigh. Too fast, this child raising goes.

So that's what those are for!

2010-02-16T14:08:00.000-08:00

Nope, no shame here either. It is gross and we're working to fix it. We have been without a floor for some time and looking at grungy cabinets. Scott is getting busy, suddenly. The floor will be put in by a friend at the end of the month. Before that happens, we're stripping the cabinets, having them powder-coated to stick with our retro house, having cabinet makers match our old cabinets and build some new custom-shaped ones, putting in new counter top, moving the sink and stove, installing a microwave above the stove, repainting and putting in blinds, etc.... I'm so proud of Scott for taking on this project. He's done a beautiful job putting in a new laundry room, pantry and closet. Yeah! BUT, in order for this to happen: chaos comes. This is the scene I came home to this morn after the boys' Tuesday School:

Sigh....

Okay, gross....

Soon, soon.

A glimpse of the boys playing.

And, oh, that's what those are for! I wondered about those sweet ears. They hold pennies.

Adopting Ideas

2010-02-15T14:18:00.000-08:00

February Sledding Excursion:

Growing right out of his "bucket". It won't be long.

Do any of the rest of you feel sorry for this poor little guy, bundled like a sardine?

Getting ready to take-on the hill.

Walking up with the cool guy.

He doesn't look too traumatized.

Watching the action.

Tolerating.

Scoping out the big hill. Yikes. I could only watch Ranne go down once.

The Lord has truly blessed us through the latest trials. Our miscarriage has even deepened (I didn't think it possible) for us the understanding of what miracles Ranne, Toby and Trey are. It has also made us realize how considerably, delightfully and genuinely we enjoy raising-up people! We have been mulling over adoption and have been hearing of several options toward that end: different agencies, financing, etc. I ask that you all pray for us as we pursue this. The Father adopted each of us. I can't think of a greater honor than to do the same and share our family with a child. There are a million reasons we are excited about this. We know, however, the Lord puts each person in their place on this earth and our home may or may not be in his mind for another child.

Aside from that, we have decided to home school Ranne this first year. A sister-in-Christ has offered to let us borrow her very quality curriculum for which we're grateful and blessed. To tell the truth, I'm excited to make this decision and give the Alb school the boot. No offense to our friends and teachers. I can't think of a one of you I don't trust or respect. If I could pick their learning environment and teachers and study material!

So, lots of big decisions.

On a lighter note, our family had a VERY rare day to play together last Saturday. I can't tell you the last time we've been out as a family to recreate aside from holiday vacations. We packed up the kids after their waking (too early for my taste!), had breakfast at IHOP, and then drove up the Sandias with a trunk full of snow gear and sleds. What a wonderful morning. Trey had his first ride on a sled. He seemed okay, though expressionless. Toby, perhaps, liked the thrill of the ride more than anyone and Ranne was brave, going down on his own without hesitation and doing tricks nearly every time. He'd get to the bottom, sit on the sled and watch the rest of the folks slide down. Toby was happy riding and happy sitting on the side eating snow and digging holes. Trey, well, he wasn't wild about it for the most part, not liking cold wind and ice blowing in his face. What a wonderful time.

AND not only that, but our brother and sister-in-Christ, the Schmilles, watched the boys while we had a date that same day. They also kept the older boys overnight. What a good time to decompress and digest the lastest chaos, mourn, pray and look forward to what is ahead. Praise God for Family.

I Love Those Dear Hearts...

2010-02-04T14:08:00.000-08:00

So, once again we are overcoming a miscarriage. We were so very excited this time. I almost wonder if I may have been anticipating it more than any of the others!

So hormones are everywhere. The church has been pouring food into our house. They have been offering up prayers, offering to help with the boys, supporting my tired husband, staying at the house in the middle of the night while we were in the ER. I am overwhelmed and even feeling guilty for not offering similar help to others who have gone through this. I had no idea.

So, thank you everyone. We praise God for his amazing goodness, that seen in all of you. May He continue to bless you so you can continue His good and loving work, shining His light!

Amanda

Rolling Along

2010-01-18T12:51:00.000-08:00

Just some pictures of our little life story.

Ranne likes to be the big brother. Here he's trying to entertain Trey. He enjoys teasing him, holding him, playing and even wrestling with him.

Though we were going to be away on Christmas, I still wanted to decorate. Scott graciously and patiently dug out all the boxes. The pics weren't of the best quality or effort this time, but you get the idea. The boys made this year's star. I'd like to make it a tradition. It wasn't hard, if you can't tell. HA!

The snowflakes came out again. Each boy made a new one for 2009.

Trey becomes more and more proficient at his crawling. He's thrilled to be motoring around. It's strange for me to see such a small baby in odd places since the other boys were not interested in exploration until much later.

One of my favorite moments with him is in the evening at bath. Those chubby legs!

NOW THIS! This is terrible. Scott and I allow the boys to run at the church's building on Wednesday nights in the gym. It is only children at that time and people playing basketball. Scott and I were in the foyer talking to the minister, Alan, when Toby can running in in tears. Alan tried to pick him up and he screached. I tried asking him what was wrong, but he was so distracted he ran off, back into the gym. We got home and I was changing him into PJs. This is what I discovered! OW! Tough kid. He said it happened on a table. The long tables were folded up against a wall. I think that they were running by them and he must have tripped over the leg. He healed up okay, but has a nice pink scar. Ranne was so afraid when he saw it and heard Toby crying as I cleaned him that he hid under his covers first. Then, he went and found a picture of the three boys, pushing it under the bathroom door as a gift to calm his brother. SOOOO sweet.

Trey's first girl injury. Toby had the same thing happen, though later. In Tuesday School, one of the nursery girls has taken to attacking others very quietly. She grabbed Trey's face, then tried it on another boy and shoved other babies over as well. It's a harder job, watching those babies, than I expected.

We always enjoy visits with Aunt Dora and her sister Aunt Juanell. They are very good baby holders and are such a blessing to be with. Good pictures too!

Iowa and Back

2010-01-18T12:09:00.000-08:00

This blog post is seriously lacking! We took no pictures of my beautiful sister-in-law Sunny, only a couple of Jeremy (he was holding Trey), took no pictures of our friends in Oklahoma and Kansas, etc. Is THIS what happens with more than two children, or am I just the biggest slacker EVER? Don't answer, please.

Christmas in Iowa was wonderful. It was full of family who were accommodating, fun, generous, encouraging, helpful.... They helped us with our child training, giving plenty of opportunities to coach our kids; they fed us till we could barely move (Trey ate like a horse); they introduced us to a bunch of great church family, allowing our personal love for His family to reach even Iowa; and we had a lot of nice, low-key time to relax as a family. Thank you!

We stopped at many a park on our way to Iowa for meals and breaks. The two toys the boys are playing with were sweet gifts from the Byers, left under the tree in the room they slept in while we passed through Wichita. They were wonderful distractions on the drive and during stops.

Arriving in Iowa, we were in for a super treat! The snow! The kids played in it every morning. Natasha and Justus were great to share that snow time after chores, as well as all their belongings and space for the week we were there.

Yikes. What was Toby doing with that? He looks a little dangerous.

Scott was delighted with the cold. He shoveled the driveway daily for fun. Ranne was a big helper.

Toby is giving this snowman a good hug. The arms were very long, though it's hard to see in these pictures.

The gang:

Jeremy's general expression. The kids warmed right up to him.

Dress-up was a good time had by the kids.

Trey appreciating prunes, which are very important after so many car seat hours.

The kids have always appreciated Elaine's attention (Jeremy's mother). She's very good company on our visits.

I can't say we were just ecstatic on Christmas morning over the stockings. Too many late nights. BUT, it was fun. I'm always impressed with other's creative stocking ideas.

And, home again. Nice to be clean and bathed! These are some of my favorite PJ's that the boys have worn. Banana jamas

The boys' latest favorite perch in the yard. They get to watch the cats in the vacant lot next door. We are currently trying to trap those cats to get them out of our yard. There is one, in fact, in the trap now with it's mama sitting outside of it. NOW I'm feeling bad.

Back to baking. My sister-in-law, Sarah, gave me the recipe for a wonderful and easy pie: Cranberry Apple. Thank you, thank you!

What happens when two boys can't seem to control themselves from pushing one another's buttons? It works, for now at least.

What does Trey do when we're busy working on the house? Crawls straight to his ADD-Saucer and eats the cracker crumbs in the bottom.

Scott's wonderful work on our kitchen! The closet/pantry is getting closer to completion!

Big helpers:

For Curiosity's Sake, Oh Yeah.

2009-11-12T14:32:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah! In case you're curious about the blue line on my leg...

On the day of surgery the docs ran an ultrasound again, marking with a blue Sharpie where the vein was since, when I was under the knife and my leg elevated, the vein empties and they are not able to see it well. Pretty.

Nope, No Shame.

2009-11-12T14:02:00.000-08:00

So, Monday we visited the Botanical Gardens to look at their grape vines, trying to figure out what to do with ours to make it thrive next summer. While there, we found a bug exhibit. Ranne fearlessly pet a very large spider and a few other things.

This scorpion is, of course, not alive. We DID learn a very interesting fact, that under a black light all scorpions light up. It's a specific protein in their shell thingy (exoskeleton). Fascinating and pretty!

Vinegaroon:

And here's the pretty Heritage Farm section of the gardens:

Tuesday School, my nursery class. The little boy next to Trey is sooooooooooooo adorable and sweet. He gets many Amanda hugs.

The Veteran's Parade and event at the Memorial Park near our home:

Ranne with his hot chocolate and people who recently committed membership to the church body we work with. They live near by and home school (for your info Sunny).

Last and least:
So, how about this photo for the next Venus commercial?

The pics above are two days after surgery when the bandage came off.

The pic below is today: a week later. UG! How long will this ugliness go on? Eck, whatever.

Ghosts and Roses

2009-11-07T15:34:00.000-08:00

Our house guest, who's left. Meet Udo.

HALLOWEEN:
Meet shepherd David...

and his parrot.

Mrs. Williams, a cat in leather.

Cousin Colton, the great car racer.

Miss Leslie and her little man.

The spread: Mrs. Scott knows how to throw a party.

Yes, they are our friends.

More fabulous people, missing their other four children in this picture.

Probaby a familiar face.

Pie-eating contest winner: one of the four missing kids.

Schmille Schmiles.

Mariooooooo.

Cutting pumpkins.

Can you see the little face by the pumpkin?

Cooking pumpkins. Thanks to Betty who taught me how, we have fourty cups of puree.

Oops. Forgot to remove this tattoo before Tuesday School. A bit of a distraction.

Scott cut these from our yard before the freeze. Maybe the most BEAUTIFUL flowers in our home ever.

Galloping Grace in Fall

2009-11-07T15:08:00.000-08:00

Last fall the boys and I joined Brendan and Sarah at their invite to the Gallopin Grace Pumpkin Patch http://ggyr.org/. They set up in a parking lot, and it is great. There is so much for the kids to do and it improved ten-fold in just the last year. Many of their activities this year are also out at the McCall's Pumpkin Patch in Moriarty: http://mccallpumpkinpatch.com/.

The boys played at these duck races until their fingers froze.

Both boys rode the ponies this year.

Mr. Pumpkin Head in all it's glory.

Corn maize for the kids.

Corn Box.

Dear Aunt Sarah:

Ranne's turn:

The people who volunteer even pay attention and offer to take pictures for families. That's a rare treat!

Ladies and Fruit Flies

2009-11-07T14:59:00.000-08:00

The lady in purple put on a Ladies Night at Car Crafters. It happened on a Thursday night worship night. We decided to take the women over to the event, that benefited breast cancer research, and then hold a study on the material Garrett would take the men over at the CSC. It went very well.

A self-portrait while the other boys were snoozing.

Silly boy #1, wearing Mama's glasses.

Who is habitually sneaking fruit off its cores/pits?:

Silly boy #2.

Painting for God

2009-11-07T14:37:00.001-08:00

Service Project in the Elder Neighborhood

The house across the street from us was in very bad shape. The wood siding was warping the pait was so sparce. Scott gathered the student center gang to rework it over the next three weeks. It is now a beautiful brown and the family who lives there much happier. They did a great job!

Scott somehow brings neighbors together like never before on this street.

I painted a tiny bit on one day. Here's Trey on his blanket for that.

What a nice transformation!

This is what the boys do when I am not around, climb the neighbors tree by the street. Hm:

Cleaning up:
And this is what happens when we're slow to put the neighbor's gutters back on!

Nearly done. I never got a finished product picture, but this is close.

Trey enjoying his first taste of banana. OH MY!

How did you get here?

Wildness and Turning 3

2009-10-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

The UNM and ENMU Rivalry Game was a riot. Garrett and Jessie took the day to throw a tailgate party, hauling a camper out to the lot. He smoked some chickens and brought sides. Delicious food! Never taking a baby to that again, however. Thankfully Brendan and Sarah watched the older boys while we had this night out. Here's Scott and some students, along with Toby's wide-eyed reaction to the chaos at the game.

How does he get here? I don't know. He did it again today, starting in the middle of the living room and moving to the corner.

Bible time or zoo? Toby is sporting last years Halloween costume.

Helping with dishes. Ranne's quite the good rinser.

Ranne snuck the camera while it was left unattended. One is funny, one is quite good.

Toby's 3!!!!!!!!!! I just can't believe it. Wait til he's 30, no doubt my dad will say when considering my next birthday in November.

Getting ready for the gathering of friends at a park to celebrate Toby's birth, these worms invaded our apple cupcakes. The kids seemed to like it anyway. We dropped half the batch getting into the car, so the adults were gyped. Lots of play, lots of mess, lots of blessings.

The crowd of friends.

The Bowles kiddos.

The mess:

I don't know, after looking at all this, you may be feeling like Trey here at the end of the visit to the park. Well, have a good nap.

Tuesday School is a one-day pre-school the Netherwood body has developed. It is used as an outreach so that any church member who wants their children involved must teach. I work the nursery. Tonight was open house, requiring two-dozen cookies from all workers. Scott let me invest in some decorating tips for Toby's cupcakes. This is my second time to use them already in one week. Yeah!

Ranne was the flag holder for the presentation. So EXCITING. He did well; no one was speared.

Showin Off Shots

2009-10-03T13:42:00.000-07:00

Ranne's favorite trick allowed in the house: standing on his head.

Does his mouth seem so very small, even when opened to the max?

Showing off his new stunt!

The College Retreat went very well this year. Sadly, we did not get a group shot of our kids, just the ones from out of town!

The camp:

The teaching:

Just Us

2009-10-03T13:31:00.000-07:00

Could this be why we pass around colds?

What has quiet-time turned into anyway?

Pictures on a quiet night at home. The family shot is missing poor Tobes and was taken by "Jim". Ranne took the picture of Jim.

Can I tease him into a good mood? YES!

My Random Brain

2009-10-03T13:06:00.000-07:00

Playgroups are always meeting around here on one side of town or another. This one was the kick-off for the Westside. The picture below was a clever decorative idea my friend found that I want to implement in the boys' room. We'll see if it ever happens.

Trey likes chewing on these hair ties. He reminds me of the door knockers in the Labyrinth movie:

The Christian Children's Home had a Luau BBQ that we attended. Wonderful food, music, a car show and, as you can see Scott's job was to manage the kid bouncer. That actually became pretty exciting as the day progressed. The woman holding Trey is named Paige. She and her husband are house parents. They're doing awesome out there!

He seems stressed, doesn't he?

Scott calls this form of entertainment the ADD Saucer, rather than the exersaucer. I like it. Trey is there now.

These pictures are a little fuzzy but oh-so-precious! Though he's in his pajama shirt and has bed-head, I believe these photos were taken early afternoon. Sheesh.

Scott is on campus often. This day was a fair for organizations around campus. The CSC hands out rootbeer and fliers. Successful day. We took a picnic and met him for lunch at the duckpond. Here Ranne is feeding the birds his lunch.

Just a day at home, trying to find creative tooks for playdough. CUTE!

Passing Summer

2009-10-03T12:45:00.000-07:00

These are sure out of order, as you can tell by the picture dates. At least it should catch you all up on the summer. I have not taken pictures as I should, so forgive for that! We taught at Ponderosa Bible Camp once again. The ages we teach are always the seniors and graduates. Trey did awesome, and here is seen lounging in a chair. He thrived out there, only fussing one time when going down for a nap. Cutest nose EVER.

Jason Burnett organized the spiritual side of the camp session this year. He interned at the CSC with Scott back in the day.

Our class settling in:

Absolutely fun! I had never played water-balloon volleyball. It was a blast! Scott and I actually did very well, only missing our balloon when you-can-guess-who was chatting with someone and not paying attention. I say this with complete fondness. I also played my first game of regular volleyball at 12am on the last day there and was definitely the one everyone played around that night/morning.

Our yard, while not as pretty as some years with our dying grass, produces many pretty and tasty treats:

Our neighbors brought over their slip-n-slide. Toby watched from the edges:

This toy was accidentally kept from our visit at the Free's. It is one of Trey's very dearest friends for some reason. The little toy is only a couple inches high.

This is what happens when Scott and I decide to spend quality time together after the boys bed down:

Good day. More later.

Summer in Montana

2009-07-24T14:32:00.000-07:00

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Getting ready to go! Montana here we come.

We saw a forest fire. Ranne begged us to show him windmills on the whole drive. As we came out of the mountains going into Salt Lake, we found these giants.

Finally asleep.

Free Home:

Palisade Falls picnic with the Frees and Phillips. Ranne sure enjoyed the pb&j made with Grandma's home grown and made strawberry jam!

On the shoulders of grandpa.

The crew, minus me.

Trey was very impressed, can you tell?

Scott's and my anniversary hike in the Tabaccos.

The Hotel:

This building was quite neat! The original pipes and boiler were used, so hot water, as well as cold, took forever to get to the room. The toilet water was so hot the bowl and seat were nice and warm. HA! The morning of the 4th, we had breakfast in the only open diner. In it were several young men hung over from a night in the bar. It was completely packed. The drunk guys gave us their table and pulled up chairs at another with their buddies. We also met a couple was was dining with his mother. The mother cleaned rooms of the Sacajawea Hotel while supporting her many children alone. Amazing woman.

Fourth of July TeaPary, downtown Bozeman:

The Fourth at Home.

This stepping stone in the Free's backyard is very humbling. I see this sweet handprint and think what an amazing gift to be married to someone's little boy, grown-up. Especially Scott R. Free.

His cheeks match Grandpa's shirt.

Scott's cousin Ryan and his family joined us after supper for sparklers. It was a blast! They're such easy people to talk to.

If Ranne ever diappeared, this is where I would find him: on Grandma's bed reading their stash of old children's books.

The Church's picnic at the park included a spray area. Ranne enjoyed it so much, especially when on the shooting end of the water gun.

Sydni and the girls joined us at the dinosaur park. It was very fun and nice. It is another one of those community built sets.

Sad, sad day. Our departing photos.

A few of our best stops on the way home:

Retreating Ladies

2009-07-24T14:11:00.000-07:00

The Ladies from the CSC took a trip to Santa Rosa, where a family in the church owns property. They very generously allowed us to stay there for the weekend. The property was a very productive ranch in the early 1900's and at one point hosted several famous names. The current owners are trying, over the years, to restore it.

On our way:

Lena (from Germany) joined us and Simona.

One of our many shared meals in the making.

The entry.

The property:

The old barn. Chair anyone?

One of many old news articles left in a heap in the corner.

Good shot of these two:

Playing in the creek, our two engineers.

Blue Hole, a natural spring.

Lake Park, Santa Rosa

The group:

On the way home:

Just Us

2009-07-24T13:49:00.000-07:00

Just us, at home, being us.

I cooked an awesome casserole with fresh chilies and all. It was so colorful, I took a picture. The other pic is of the boys favorite spot to play, under Ranne's bed. It's a neat fort under there.

The five of us were actually in the backyard at the same time. This is not normal, but was so very nice.

We actually had the opportunity to visit the zoo too! We've only done that a time or two as a family. The boys like it there, well two of them at least...